today is a very very long day... it is the most dreadful day that i want to have. lessons were sosososo long... 4+ periods of chem. then got chinese mock exam. hai. i want to sleep...i lumbered home from interchange. then lumbered back to interchange. then decided to take bus 17 to pasir ris all the way instead of taking mrt, so that i can sleep on the bus. on my way home, then i decided to take mrt. while on the mrt, i recalled. recalled about an importand thing that happened in my life these few days. there's no head nor there's tail. its jus happened like a pistol being triggered. immediately. how will it end out to be? i was just wondering. how many times i experienced a broke down in fwenship? i rmbred primary 6 that time i had once. i went into rage in front of everyone, and left the scene. if my memories doesnt fail me, i probably cried after leaving. i supposed everyone was shocked by what happened. i've hardly been very angry about something. And if i'm angry about the something, it must be something great. and the anger is not just an apology that can settle the problem. however that time, when i reached home, one by one they called me to apologise. i was glad. i was probably too young. however, in between there have been one-to-one broken fwenships. when i engulf myself into complete anger and sadness. it could probably mean : its over,dude. By chance, there may be a way.

8:45 PM
im alone; out of your mind;