i just dun quite get it. why must people come over to my blog, give comments and give me big time? i had probably, lost control of myself. to think of so many people objecting against my actions, it was totally, the last straw that broke the camel's back with new-found solitude. there was practically no one. No one. Complete nothingness. i was standing alone, while facing the incoming approach of the gigantic waves. One after another splashed right in my face. the taste of the sourish feeling is no good. would anyone just save me? i was standing alone. No one gave any aid. helplessly hoping for a kind soul to stretch out his hands, and give me the necessary help. it was all imaginations. the stranded me. the lonely me, could only depend on myself, to complete this lonely road of mine... i finally realised, how screwed up this world is. or perhaps, i've already knew it all along, from the very start when i entered this solitude world of mine. the gust of wind blew past me, casting a shivering feeling about what the future lies ahead. To my astonishment, there are actually people around me. People who are concerned about me, people who are ignorant about my behaviour, people who adhors me. Are they components of the body?

9:50 PM
im alone; out of your mind;