3:31 PM
im alone; out of your mind;

8:12 PM
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2:31 PM
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5:52 PM
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the perfect cake.

what is she doing there? dazing while the cake was cut. cute!!

he just dont want to look at the camera. greedy pig~ look at how he eats..hai..
CUTE! she knows there's a camera so she posed.

but then she did not look at the camera. lol.

only taught her to pose ar? xD

and there she goes, continue to eat the cake. yummy!!~

thats the end of the ceremony~ buaix.

10:10 PM
im alone; out of your mind;

today is a very very long day... it is the most dreadful day that i want to have. lessons were sosososo long... 4+ periods of chem. then got chinese mock exam. hai. i want to sleep...i lumbered home from interchange. then lumbered back to interchange. then decided to take bus 17 to pasir ris all the way instead of taking mrt, so that i can sleep on the bus. on my way home, then i decided to take mrt. while on the mrt, i recalled. recalled about an importand thing that happened in my life these few days. there's no head nor there's tail. its jus happened like a pistol being triggered. immediately. how will it end out to be? i was just wondering. how many times i experienced a broke down in fwenship? i rmbred primary 6 that time i had once. i went into rage in front of everyone, and left the scene. if my memories doesnt fail me, i probably cried after leaving. i supposed everyone was shocked by what happened. i've hardly been very angry about something. And if i'm angry about the something, it must be something great. and the anger is not just an apology that can settle the problem. however that time, when i reached home, one by one they called me to apologise. i was glad. i was probably too young. however, in between there have been one-to-one broken fwenships. when i engulf myself into complete anger and sadness. it could probably mean : its over,dude. By chance, there may be a way.

8:45 PM
im alone; out of your mind;

i've broke my record. i've not spoken more than 100words today in school. i've finally attain the ultimate solitude. i've finally upgraded myself to become a hermit.

Chemistry was a complete letdown.
Emaths was okay.
Physics was marvellous.
However, my overall and L1R5 are hopeless.

Whats wrong with yien towards me? there seemed to be a transparent wall btwn us. he ignored me. so. i did the same. maybe. the discrimination btwn the smart and the stupid. well, if that is so. Then i'll have no say.
anyway, the previous posts aren't about yien. You've probably got my point.

5:05 PM
im alone; out of your mind;

oh! the posting page is finally repaired. But the template page still cannot enter. hais.. anw. i din not really screwed my geog paper. but it's a B3, which i thot is not bad alrdy. when ms yap announced the overall results of how many people get a1 a2 etc. , i thot i was the failure. my heart pounded against my ribs with jackhammer's ferocity as she goes nearer and nearer to my name. i could imagine the number of faces that would stare at me, the jeering of my failure. To my astonishment, i was deceiving myself. my eyes dilated with euphoria when i realised i got a b3. But of course, it was not that great after all. i am still exulted with satisfaction regarding my geog result --it was way above my expectations. What's left are Chemistry MCQs, Emaths paper1, & physics. i hope i can do well for them, to pull myself up if not my overall is going to a complete drop. my downfall. making me feels downcast.

i'll just have to pray...
The Stars will lead my ways...

3:04 PM
im alone; out of your mind;

Quote 1 of the day: Listening is vital in learning and important in relationships.
Quote 2 of the day: Nobody is perfect

Extra information of the day: Linda is the star player!
Something Important: HAPPY BIRTHDAY JingYi! :)

i'm quite pissed. he actually said something like this: "Stop grumbling about your carelessness, i got worse result ok? you thrashed me in this paper." i just couldn't believe my ears.
HE ACTUALLY SAID THAT TO ME WHEN HE HIMSELF DID NOT CARE ABOUT HOW I FEEL WHEN HE WAS SAYING ABOUT HIS CARELESSNESS THAT CAUSED HIM NOT TO GET FULL MARKS FOR EMATHS PAPER2. @#$%^&*
i wonder how much longer can i stand against his 'hypocritical' attitude. Is the word too 'negative' & strong against him? i wonder....

i couldnt wait to see my screwed up results of chemistry and geography. i may be dead. right after i receive them. Death, is probably a good way.

10:15 PM
im alone; out of your mind;

people becomes stronger because they have memories they can't forget. this is called 'growth'.
Stronger in the sense that you're mentally stronger. perhaps i'm trapped in this kind of situation, where precious memories were kept deep in my heart. no. should be my brain?
Sweet memories. perhaps. for today. however, there are still bad memories that will be erased.
Happy Birthday Mavis. =p x) :)









What's with your arrogance? your results are already so high and you asked for more? have you tried putting yourself in other people's shoe? Spare a thought for others.
"My marks are deducted due to my carelessness, if not i could have gotten full marks."
these words are probably the dirts in my ears. Should i have hear these again, i shall act as i'm daydreaming and don't give a tiny concern about what you've said. i mean my words.


from what SyJia said, and also from what i felt, he's probably very boastful about himself. If you're reading these, please reflect on your ownself, and think of what other people feels. have you got it, Mr Cocky cum Know.Every.thing. ?


i can only admit that my results are the worst of the worse.

8:47 PM
im alone; out of your mind;

stupid blogger got problem.. i'm not goin to post. booo.... =p

9:04 PM
im alone; out of your mind;

i just dun quite get it. why must people come over to my blog, give comments and give me big time? i had probably, lost control of myself. to think of so many people objecting against my actions, it was totally, the last straw that broke the camel's back with new-found solitude. there was practically no one. No one. Complete nothingness. i was standing alone, while facing the incoming approach of the gigantic waves. One after another splashed right in my face. the taste of the sourish feeling is no good. would anyone just save me? i was standing alone. No one gave any aid. helplessly hoping for a kind soul to stretch out his hands, and give me the necessary help. it was all imaginations. the stranded me. the lonely me, could only depend on myself, to complete this lonely road of mine... i finally realised, how screwed up this world is. or perhaps, i've already knew it all along, from the very start when i entered this solitude world of mine. the gust of wind blew past me, casting a shivering feeling about what the future lies ahead. To my astonishment, there are actually people around me. People who are concerned about me, people who are ignorant about my behaviour, people who adhors me. Are they components of the body?

9:50 PM
im alone; out of your mind;

exams are almost over. Lets rejoy!~ the urge for the end of this examination is so strong. just cant wait till its over. left the geography mcq emaths paper1 n amaths paper2. its will soon be over! then the O's will be coming soon... anw. enjoy the rest of this month with euphoria before the stress for Os comes. =)

look at the playful yien...

1:03 PM
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7:51 PM
im alone; out of your mind;

what kind of fwenship did we had?
its seemed kinda insignificant all of a sudden...

9:48 AM
im alone; out of your mind;

the thirst for blood is so strong. the thirst for love is so...
the thirst for results is so strong too.

1:43 PM
im alone; out of your mind;

Traumatised. Overwhelmed. WHAT? time's up..

5:42 PM
im alone; out of your mind;

lack of confidence. i'm losing out, at an increasing rate. Is it time to give up? do i persevere still the end?

10:18 PM
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