Thursday, April 12, 2007
On 11th April, me, zh n wx went to play basketball after school. The court is just beside my house. At first, the court was vacant, not even a single soul was downstairs. With us, the court seemed more lively with the sound of ball bouncing. However, will i still be able to play basketball like before? now with me my injured hand, my accuracy drops to almost 0. the best i can do is a lay-up, a simple one will do. will my hand stay intact and alright at the end of the 'practice'?
After a while, zh was competing with wx. The fight, with zh using his heighty body and wx using just pure luck, seemed a tough one. with their different styles, wx doesn't stand a chance. with all the exhaustion, zh finally won. wx kept complaining about how 'im-bar' zh was, and how exhausting it was. he then shuffled off to the 'mama shop' to get a drink. leaving me and zh in the court, we continued practising until this small kid came AGAiN...
From my previous post, i mentioned that how nice it will be if i can
remained as a kid and let my imaginations run real wild. this kid is older
than the ones from my previous post. However, my wish to become a
kid again does not apply here. It was quite an unbelievable experience
to be there, just like the last time me and zh met him. A kid like him,
can consider sleeping in the hardwood coffin and remain there as long
as the world can last. He can shout all he wants, scream all he wants, at
least, a buffer zone is needed i supposed.
Recalling the past, I was like the most quiet guy, the most unsociable
guy who seemed to be living in my own world with diffident. i was like
being isolated in a tranquil environment with i live peacefully with no
such disturbance. i won't want to imagine myself being such an
arrogant, loud, atrocious, dogmatic, blatant kid like him. however, for
now, being a teenager, maybe things have changed.
He is just a kid. i always thought a kid is supposed to be cute? attracting
attention? He's there to prove me wrong huh? After he left, it was all
tranquil finally. Should it had been so peaceful all along, we could have
enjoyed ourselves. the drizzle brought down my mood slightly but the
lack of his presence is great enough to sustain my high. i just detest that
guy.
Today, during physics practical lesson, i managed to do the experiment
as fast as cheetah, not using legs but hands. Yien went playing with
water. the sparkling water flowed and splashed dramatically into the
sink. Reflection of light from the droplets refreshes one's mind. one drop
of water is good enough to just bring happiness. However, with yien
wasting water, going against the government's effort to conserve water,
the world is going down some day later. Water is an important source of
survival. Farmers need water for irrigation, for agriculture, how can yien
just waste water through a running tap? The glaciers and icebergs are
melting at a fast rate. It was in the news, that after 25 year later, i cant
remember is which country, that it may not be snowing anymore. With
global warming speeding up reactions, with people polluting and
destroying Earth, there's nothing i can do, but just wait. wait. and wait
till the day where it's finally time to leave.
During geography lesson, the most shocking thing that everybody or
maybe just me heard was that cherie was caught doing other things. its
was like once in a lifetime, that something like that will happen. It's so
skeptical about cherie being caught for such things, i believe that she
herself had an acute shock of her life. it sounds as though the world is
changing drastically.
While on the bus on my way home, yapseng, yien and jocelyn alighted.
The bus took off and drove past them.All three of them turned back to
look for the last glimpse of each other before being separated. Is it
proven that fwenships are quite strongly bonded? For a second look,
before separation, for the loniness around after leaving, a slight smile on
their faces were exposed when my eyes took screenshots. Unfortunately,
the bus went past someone... i didn't manage to catch a glimpse of her.
Unknowingly, i was caught sitting in the bus by her.
No fatE? 有缘无份?
Am i being played by fate?
perhaps, it's just destiny...FOR GOD SAKE.
Before reaching the interchange, at least i managed to waved at
Van.Poh. at the last bus stop. friendship is still the most important after
all. i just hope she does not mind me losing sight of her. yien's new trend of styles: hello-ing around, twisting around acting cute, emo-ing around. saying hello, a form of greeting, a form of respect. twisting around, giving people the acting cute face, can brighten one's life for the day. emo-ing around, just isolating himself, just like me. well... just remain as cool,yien. and of course, all. i think this time my english is much worst. lols.
take care all.~ this seems to be a very bad post.
stop staring so hard at me!~argh.~