days of aching has finally came to a stop. that sunday- ran the reservoir. that monday- ran the 2.4km napfa test. that tues- did the five stations. and sustained my gold award. xD i was actually distressed by the number of points i'll get before the napfa. however, my 2.4km improved, and it will further improve. how about my 5 stations? now including the Pull-ups, it's no easy task. it was probably one lucky day or something like that. everything seemed to be better than usual. my sit-ups,pull-up, shuttlerun, sit and reach exceeded my normal records. only for the SBJ, i cant rmbr wad my previous record was, but i know i did badly for this napfa. got a C for SBJ? what a joke..

after we finished, the group of us went to play basketball. well..what crap is this? got scolding just coz' we din go hall to assemble? we got like all the time in the world before the next lesson, which is after recess. why do we have to stay in the hall like some fools waiting to be executed? moreover, we are OrDered to go and keep the sit-and-reach equipments. accomplished, all went back to the hall. what happened next was like a total insult. all except the 'us' have to do push-ups just because there was one equipment left untouched in the assembly plaza. and then...to hell with him.

free time is always the best. for people to talk, for people to play, for people to interact. basketball again. this time it's for real. probably i still not so in it yet. my hand 'tio' pushed by yien forcefully, that now it hurts again. What luck is this? and, tata~ my party lost. haha. it wasnt such a bad game. at least i know my limits. i'm nt always as good as what some people say. they only say that coz' they themselves dun have the advantages like height or something. well. i'm just a lousy player ok.. dun say i'm so pro again. its unnecessary and insignificant. totally, uncalled-for.

ytd, all was fine,perhaps. it was after school again. when the feeling of isolation returned. i went off myself. sat alone in the bus. waiting for it to reach the terminal. when will it reach? why do i have no fwen? it was all, darkness kept within me.

today, the dry stillness was broken by the short drizzle. the temperature was cool. it shld have been that temperature for everyday. it was my 3rd time having 'seeme' on my chem paper. is it a bad thing? hai.. i got no time to emo alrdy. thats why now very little section on emo-ing. nxt time i free then i write more emo-ing parts. i'm quite happy today. when i reached school. met jy, n chatted for a while. after sch met sl, n chatted for a while oso. fwenship is still there for me, if i wan to. =D

my vandalised table.