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Monday, April 30, 2007
i've been trapped. is there other way out? a way that can please eu?
10:58 PM
im alone; out of your mind;
Saturday, April 28, 2007
i've lost completely.
11:32 AM
im alone; out of your mind;
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
its not the first time i had this feeling. i felt so so so deeply disturbed. The hidden soul beneath me is troubled. i don't know exactly how to describe this feeling of mine, but it's really quite troublesome. the sourish feeling i felt in my heart. the hurt i received the moment u said the word. it's not like usual, where i can keep it deep in my heart, where i can stop thinking about it, where i can hide it as long as i could. now, the strong hurt i felt, is unbearable. i thot i could face it with courage, but the moment it slapped right on my face, i was totally dumbstruck, as though i was caught unprepared.
the glacial moments, when cold sweat tickled down my cheeks, i can feel the bad feeling that is pouring towards me, into my heart. i couldn't believe myself suffering this once again. the previous one was like only a few days ago. i just managed to got over with it, as she was just too hard for me to be angry at, to be sad at. however, she made me suffer from downcast again. i only merely asked her a question, she rejected it immediately, without hesitation, without consideration. How long have we known each other? How long have we been believeing in each other? Maybe our connections are not properly linked. excuses are given. But how durable can the excuses be? Just 4 words "i dont trust you" is enough to break the entire rope. the one that has always been tied around us, it's already worn, anymore resistance could break it. would u bear to break it, after so much i've done for you and so much you've done for me?
'i'm sorry' does apology really solve problems? i looked at things very differently. i supposed people who knows me well, will know that i'm actually quite a quiet person, who always look on the dark side of life. Disparaging myself, has became a job since i entered this world. Maybe, a professional if possible. This is no joke, this is no laughing matters. i'm quite serious about how the world looked upon me, how everyone comments about me. i,myself, always gives negative comments about myself. just because i always believe that i'm not the suitable person to suit that kind of description. how am i supposed to disagree that i'm ugly? how am i supposed to admit that my studies suck to the max? how can i ever compare myself in any way, to people who are so good in all these? inferiority has overwhelmed me. And i supposed i have to admit to the fate that i don't like to study, don't like to do troublesome thing, don't like to be too sociable with people, don't like to have positive comments on myself, etc. Is it true that 'girls like to study'? thats what someone told me. And my answer is definitely no. who would want to study? Maybe study for knowledge without any important exams is still feasible, but for your future, you have to study like some mad dog like the coming Os or the future As or whatever exams, is just too overpowering. Those who really study one, like what i replied to this person, they had probably accepted their fate, unlike me, who is now a pessimist, and always a pessimist, does not accept this fate of mine. Sometimes, it is going too hard on me that, i'm forced to give up under certain circumstances. So to accept what is right in front of me, is still my choice. And to like somebody and just that somebody, that has to appear in my eyes, in my memories, is just... incredible. Now, will you be able to feel my lonliness from this short essay? the darkness within me that is hidden for quite some time? this is probably not enough to even feed any examiners hunger. Determinations? Perseveration? Not just myself living in this solitude world of myself, my life is just filled with ups and downs, or probably special cases, lefts and rights, insides and outsides. lol? the lonesomeness , filled with agony, filled with downcast, filled with hatred, filled with happiness, filled with distress, filled with anxiety, filled with whatsoever feelings, have already possessed upon my entire soul.
What crappy english i've got. Am i like preparing for the coming exam or something? What in the world am i doing? In the past, i had never tried to use English words as profusely like now. Although, it's not really that great, but i've already tried. Today i learnt some new phrases. well, i wonder if they are usable in exam... With determination glinting in my eyes, i promised to try my best to get a b4 for english for Os. 'will i be able to achieve that? sighed myself heavily, feeling my heart sink. (did i used corrrectly?) lols. Minutes seemed like hours when i wrote this 'essay'. Oh my tian... what is wrong with me. hais.
today, a few more phrases learnt. haha. how should i put them together? hais. forget it. i shall just throw myself into the tormented world of solitude, and keep myself being isolated and ignored. i've got a question for all, hu can tell me wad is ' broke a camel's back with a newfound vengence'? ok, the whole sentence is like this : "Snatching away her chocolate was the last straw that broke the ...." anyone got an answer? xD ^^ =D =) tatA~
6:57 PM
im alone; out of your mind;
Monday, April 23, 2007
this picture is nt nicely taken. but it's a photo of the magnificient JJ turtle. It's a special species which has been endangered. 'He' is probably the last one alive. wooo..long legs.! for more info, pls visit songyang's blog.ty =) ^^
Am i being a bad guy? today's history lesson is quite a failure. first of all, those who were playing basketball during PE, were late for lesson, including me. however, the lesson had not started even when we were late. and then the most terrible thing happened. Mdm Mariam was furious. Her infuriated posture stunned everyone of us. Some one had purposely covered the LCD projector with the len's cover. well, when we noticed it, and zh intended to remove it, he was intercepted by mariam with a sharp and loud voice. She screamed across the class, probably made it audible to our neighbours. Who's the culprit? i guess...some people knew it but did not expose him. and i also got to know the truth after further investigation by zh. and there it goes, the bell rang triumphantly. (what an adverb i've used). The screaming and incoherent chatters of the class came to a stop when she walked off. She only wanted the culprit to admit his wrongdoings, but he did not.
If he had the gut to do it, he should have stood up and remove it. Apparently, for his reputation, for his fame, for his pride, he remained calm and act as though he was not involved. then everyone headed for english after zh removed the lens cover. and mariam witnessed it, as she turned around to looked at what the class was doing, and she probably guessed it that zh would remove it, despite her warning of only wanting the culprit to do the job.
And puff!! it became koko-crunch!! lols. the tiring, drowsy school day ended at 4.30pm. With the sullen sky threatening everyone to be go home immediately. At reaching the bus stop, it eventually rained cats and dogs. and sighed. what a way to end the exhaustive day. now the sky is once again cleared. and i shall say this again. its tranquil. for me. again.
i jus cant imagine..how ugly i am..
5:43 PM
im alone; out of your mind;
Sunday, April 22, 2007
i shall let pictures take my day.
some macho ppl....
some >< ppl
something that connect to my phone =D
now some cute cute cousin of mine.haha..
tts all. =) i just suffered frm extreme cramp on my left leg. it was a total grim experience. the excruciating pain was unbearable. and, its still pain nw. hais. buaix.
8:14 PM
im alone; out of your mind;
Thursday, April 19, 2007
days of aching has finally came to a stop. that sunday- ran the reservoir. that monday- ran the 2.4km napfa test. that tues- did the five stations. and sustained my gold award. xD i was actually distressed by the number of points i'll get before the napfa. however, my 2.4km improved, and it will further improve. how about my 5 stations? now including the Pull-ups, it's no easy task. it was probably one lucky day or something like that. everything seemed to be better than usual. my sit-ups,pull-up, shuttlerun, sit and reach exceeded my normal records. only for the SBJ, i cant rmbr wad my previous record was, but i know i did badly for this napfa. got a C for SBJ? what a joke..
after we finished, the group of us went to play basketball. well..what crap is this? got scolding just coz' we din go hall to assemble? we got like all the time in the world before the next lesson, which is after recess. why do we have to stay in the hall like some fools waiting to be executed? moreover, we are OrDered to go and keep the sit-and-reach equipments. accomplished, all went back to the hall. what happened next was like a total insult. all except the 'us' have to do push-ups just because there was one equipment left untouched in the assembly plaza. and then...to hell with him.
free time is always the best. for people to talk, for people to play, for people to interact. basketball again. this time it's for real. probably i still not so in it yet. my hand 'tio' pushed by yien forcefully, that now it hurts again. What luck is this? and, tata~ my party lost. haha. it wasnt such a bad game. at least i know my limits. i'm nt always as good as what some people say. they only say that coz' they themselves dun have the advantages like height or something. well. i'm just a lousy player ok.. dun say i'm so pro again. its unnecessary and insignificant. totally, uncalled-for.
ytd, all was fine,perhaps. it was after school again. when the feeling of isolation returned. i went off myself. sat alone in the bus. waiting for it to reach the terminal. when will it reach? why do i have no fwen? it was all, darkness kept within me.
today, the dry stillness was broken by the short drizzle. the temperature was cool. it shld have been that temperature for everyday. it was my 3rd time having 'seeme' on my chem paper. is it a bad thing? hai.. i got no time to emo alrdy. thats why now very little section on emo-ing. nxt time i free then i write more emo-ing parts. i'm quite happy today. when i reached school. met jy, n chatted for a while. after sch met sl, n chatted for a while oso. fwenship is still there for me, if i wan to. =D
my vandalised table.
5:02 PM
im alone; out of your mind;
Sunday, April 15, 2007
a fresh new day! it's a sunday and i had just finished my morning exercise. i was called for, from my sweetest dreams. it was the dawn. the sky is still in its darky mood. my mum had woke me up. ytd i told her i wanted to go for a run this morning. she actually remembered me saying that, and eventually, woke me up. i felt the determination in myself. the only me. once in a lifetime i'll do such 'silly' thing. since when did i ever woke up in the EARLY morning and go for a run? maybe in school during PE. but by that time, it's not that early anymore. hesitations. decision lies on me, myself. lying on my bed thinking over and over again whether to wake up and enjoy the fresh air outside. it seemed to be an easy decision-making, but to think of how tiring it will be at the end of the run, will make one regret. It's just like, putting in efforts to just obtain a consummate result. If you tried hard enough, at the end of the event, the sense of satisfactory lies within you. however, after trying so hard, the fatigability is so high, one could just fall over. being cursory will result in negative remarks. but no matter what the result will be, i'll face it with all my courage and hold my tears.
i'm finally prepared for this battle. with only a watch to time myself. running with an empty stomach, doesnt make a difference. strolling briskly towards my destination, Bedok reservoir. a warm-up. the gate of hell is awaiting for my arrival. the senses of saltish perspirations erupted from my mind. my heart is beating profusely. every single step. every single loop. every single 500m. every single person i ran past. i can feel the inspiration between them, that brought me forward, towards the end. where in the world is the end? the road seemed to be endless. i felt fatigue. my heart is dying. can i persevere? i tried to. but finally came to a stop. my legs are arching. i can feel my heart hitting against my ribs with jackhammer's ferocity. it's not fear. but exhaustion. it just goes on and on. i can feel the rapid beats in my temple. i'm such a disappointment. i wanted to aim for a non-stop run of 4.8km. i've failed. totally. disgrace.
to think of it. i've already ran 3km, before i stopped. it's more than usual. i cant just stop there. i must outbest myself. even if i overwore myself, it's worth it. my early determination. it's finally the end. i stopped thrice. and finished the run in 25min 11s. the eruption in my head, the tired feets. i was completely fagged. completely. the first view of the reservoir, has now became a blur image. i was almost losing consciousness. did i threw away my disgusted memories away during the run? my past memories. how people had betrayed me, how people had neglected me, how people had ignored me, how people had opposed me, how people had rejected me, how people had comments about me...
my worn-out look gave all an impression of myself. i walked the 'long' distance back home. i felt...lonely. to be the loneliest guy in the world is not a bad idea.. afterall..
the ugly me.
our class-tee~
the lonely sunglass. for lonely people like me.
9:45 AM
im alone; out of your mind;
Saturday, April 14, 2007
ytd, i duno wad happen to me. i jus happened to be depressed. not during the games carnival, but after the it. i felt this great obstacle. i tried to overcome it. but it doesnt seemed to be working. it struck at me. i was stupefied. the moments of laughters. the moments of sorrowfullness. they all just flashed past my mind. i wanted to stop myself from continuing thinking of these by standing rooted to the ground, but, apparently, my feet continued to move briskly. they just couldn't stop moving. why is this happening? moreover, i'm getting further away from all my fwens. i could not look back. its as though my feet wanted to bring me somewhere. a place whr i desired. a place whr i looked forward to. a place whr i placed my hopes. a place. a sacred one. i'm just recalling. wad good things, wad helpful things have i done in the past? i just cant imagine myself.
it started drizzling at 2.53pm. and rained quite haevily at 2.57pm. the guides n some scouts are rock climbing nw.. i think they probably have to stop due to the rain. just nw during meeting. me, weekang, xiaoli, darence were in the nccsea room. we were slacking. then juk fen came. they played soccer. then the most horrible thing happened. jukfen fought with darence. i was sort of earthstruck. i didn't do much. at first i was just watching. there's a reason behind this. not that i dun wan to help, ya noe..? then wk n xl asked me for help. i recovered frm my half-consciousness. my last time when i was involved in a fight.. was like in primary6 i tink. that time i was too young. violence was one thing that my fwens all have. but have they wondered, violence will solve problem wun they? i was still innocent. come to think of it, i've almost lost contact with all my pri sch fwens. that time, things were just easy coming. theres no sweat in doing anything. can play soccer freely, do things as we like. now? strictly taken care of. this is the difference between being a kid and an evolved kid, teenager. it was quite a bad experience being in a fight. why must they fight over such small matters? aint they just trying to play with one another? now in secondary sch, unlike pri, people gets stronger. will my injured hand be able to stop jukfen? his aggressiveness is just too overpowering. once we pulled him back, he empowered and forced himself forward in beating darence up. however. when then storm just stopped, when the clouds cleared, when the bright sunlight, once again, brought vision to the Earth, they will still be fwen. jukfen wanted to initial an apology to darence. he went looking around for him. well. a fwen is forever a fwen. maybe sometimes, one forced too hard on himself and others, that he lost his fwenships, and lost himself in the darkness. the bonds are even stronger now, with the scars of violence, with the memories of each other, flashing past right in the eyes.
now, the sky is really cleared. the sullen clouds had been removed. the ray of life shone brightly at us again. the trees are growing strong with the profuse sunlight. it's all over. the Earth is once again heated up. rainbows appear with the slightest amount of smiles.
isnt this cool? too bad dun hav the whole class.
yien sucking the index finger?
yien tio shot ar..? who is the murderer?
nikki, u crying ar? been rejected or something? my shoulder is here. you doesnt seemed to have red eyes leh.
so this is the mastermind out of my pictures in my phone. self-portrait of herself, her favourite move
amirul shielding kenneth.. lol. ~edited~
the process of an 'explosion'
i shall end here today. brighten up your day with a smile~ =) :)
take care~ with <3 my~
2:34 PM
im alone; out of your mind;
Friday, April 13, 2007
On 13th April. Friday. 6.00pm. Love at the dolphin bay. i shall watch it. One of the nicest love story chinese show i'll ever watch. i wonder isit everyday.. hm..
i hate today. even though got games carnival to enjoy, i felt the dark hole within me.
6:14 PM
im alone; out of your mind;
Thursday, April 12, 2007
On 11th April, me, zh n wx went to play basketball after school. The court is just beside my house. At first, the court was vacant, not even a single soul was downstairs. With us, the court seemed more lively with the sound of ball bouncing. However, will i still be able to play basketball like before? now with me my injured hand, my accuracy drops to almost 0. the best i can do is a lay-up, a simple one will do. will my hand stay intact and alright at the end of the 'practice'?
After a while, zh was competing with wx. The fight, with zh using his heighty body and wx using just pure luck, seemed a tough one. with their different styles, wx doesn't stand a chance. with all the exhaustion, zh finally won. wx kept complaining about how 'im-bar' zh was, and how exhausting it was. he then shuffled off to the 'mama shop' to get a drink. leaving me and zh in the court, we continued practising until this small kid came AGAiN...
From my previous post, i mentioned that how nice it will be if i can
remained as a kid and let my imaginations run real wild. this kid is older
than the ones from my previous post. However, my wish to become a
kid again does not apply here. It was quite an unbelievable experience
to be there, just like the last time me and zh met him. A kid like him,
can consider sleeping in the hardwood coffin and remain there as long
as the world can last. He can shout all he wants, scream all he wants, at
least, a buffer zone is needed i supposed.
Recalling the past, I was like the most quiet guy, the most unsociable
guy who seemed to be living in my own world with diffident. i was like
being isolated in a tranquil environment with i live peacefully with no
such disturbance. i won't want to imagine myself being such an
arrogant, loud, atrocious, dogmatic, blatant kid like him. however, for
now, being a teenager, maybe things have changed.
He is just a kid. i always thought a kid is supposed to be cute? attracting
attention? He's there to prove me wrong huh? After he left, it was all
tranquil finally. Should it had been so peaceful all along, we could have
enjoyed ourselves. the drizzle brought down my mood slightly but the
lack of his presence is great enough to sustain my high. i just detest that
guy.
Today, during physics practical lesson, i managed to do the experiment
as fast as cheetah, not using legs but hands. Yien went playing with
water. the sparkling water flowed and splashed dramatically into the
sink. Reflection of light from the droplets refreshes one's mind. one drop
of water is good enough to just bring happiness. However, with yien
wasting water, going against the government's effort to conserve water,
the world is going down some day later. Water is an important source of
survival. Farmers need water for irrigation, for agriculture, how can yien
just waste water through a running tap? The glaciers and icebergs are
melting at a fast rate. It was in the news, that after 25 year later, i cant
remember is which country, that it may not be snowing anymore. With
global warming speeding up reactions, with people polluting and
destroying Earth, there's nothing i can do, but just wait. wait. and wait
till the day where it's finally time to leave.
During geography lesson, the most shocking thing that everybody or
maybe just me heard was that cherie was caught doing other things. its
was like once in a lifetime, that something like that will happen. It's so
skeptical about cherie being caught for such things, i believe that she
herself had an acute shock of her life. it sounds as though the world is
changing drastically.
While on the bus on my way home, yapseng, yien and jocelyn alighted.
The bus took off and drove past them.All three of them turned back to
look for the last glimpse of each other before being separated. Is it
proven that fwenships are quite strongly bonded? For a second look,
before separation, for the loniness around after leaving, a slight smile on
their faces were exposed when my eyes took screenshots. Unfortunately,
the bus went past someone... i didn't manage to catch a glimpse of her.
Unknowingly, i was caught sitting in the bus by her.
No fatE? 有缘无份？
Am i being played by fate?
perhaps, it's just destiny...FOR GOD SAKE.
Before reaching the interchange, at least i managed to waved at
Van.Poh. at the last bus stop. friendship is still the most important after
all. i just hope she does not mind me losing sight of her. yien's new trend of styles: hello-ing around, twisting around acting cute, emo-ing around. saying hello, a form of greeting, a form of respect. twisting around, giving people the acting cute face, can brighten one's life for the day. emo-ing around, just isolating himself, just like me. well... just remain as cool,yien. and of course, all. i think this time my english is much worst. lols.
take care all.~ this seems to be a very bad post.
stop staring so hard at me!~argh.~
10:30 PM
im alone; out of your mind;
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
In the morning, everyone was trying to study every single pieces of notes on settlement for the test. As the day proceeds, strange things started to happen, and these happenings made me reflect hard on myself.
It was like while studying, when wx wanted to ask zh something, and hit him on his back, zh, in return, whacked wx back so hard that it could have cause slight injuries. zh seemed as though wx had owed him money in the previous life, whacked him like a father caning his child due to misbehaviour or maybe caught stealing.
i was wondering "what in the world has my fwens became?" "since when has zh became so violent? or perhaps i've been wandering about that i have became so 'out-dated' ? " As a result, wx became quite pissed and was wondering what he had done wrong. So, he lumbered off with a glum expression back to his seat. this resulted with no mood in continuing to study geography.
it was not long after wx had left the small congregation, that michelleaw came asking yi'en for some things. i can't remember what did she asked for, then yien answered one of her questions with the usual opposite answer. without any hesitation, mich lifted her hand n swung it with great force towards yien's head. my jaws were like, dropped at that very moment when this happened.
once again, i reflected to myself. "is that what friends are for? whacking each other so that to etch a deep impression? have i ever tried whacking someone that hard? if that is supposed to be true, then what about people who are involved in a fight? are they trying to make new friends?"
one more example is while everyone was on their way back to class after assembly, just outside General Office, yien pushed songyang without any reasons i supposed. Is it also one way to improve friendship? it has a high possibility that both parties will take it easy. Me, as a witness of this activity, and it's especially me, will think thoroughly like what i'm doing now. Violence is an act of aggression. Why is it that everyone has this kind of violent behaviour?
During fencing, the moment of excitements passed at the speed of light. the crucial moments when i finally had the chance to fence arrived. it was a rather bad decision to fence with yien. without any great efforts, i lost to yien unknowingly. it was as though i was a novice fencing with professional. with the defeat, i came alive. facing songyang was quite a brief, not that i am criticising him, but i had regained from the lousy behaviour i had during the fight with yien. next was zh. the cold sweat tickles down my throbbing temple. it will be a tough fight, a tough decision to attack, a tough decision to back off. i felt that during the 3 battles, i had improved great miles. maybe i was lacking confidence, but i pulled through and won zh instead. reading minds am i? the very moment when we were earthstruck, hesitation of the swift movements to make in every second. Seconds tickled by like the powdery sand of the ancient hourglass. with every points i made, i felt relieved. with every points he made, worries surrounded me like a heavy blanket. it was a very serious and important move to make, before checkmate.
visited the doctor after reaching home. while in the clinic, there were a few kids. there's one kid who was jumping about in front of his mother, she scolded him for not behaving. this reflects me once again, but in another way. how good will it be if i was still a child? i can have my free own thinking without any ones comments. jumping around, at free will, with the laughters of kids. the satisfactory on his face made me recall the young moments. then there is one girl who had been taken temperature with the ear thermometer. she was fascinated by the thermometer, with the 'beep' and also being inserted into the ear. she has such innocent thoughts that nobody really bothers about. she can be wondering what is that, can be interested by the sound. would any one of us ever be fascinated by the small thermometer just to take our temperature?
i finally finished this post. haha. thanks for reading. bye~
8:54 PM
im alone; out of your mind;
Monday, April 09, 2007
these two pictures took on sat during meeting.. lol. so cool.. playing with fire.. i almost became a black man.
hav u ever imagined being watched in bus by the bus driver? nw with the newly installed cameras....... u cannot do anything stupid!
here this guy....biting the nails beside me..ewww...
go further away frm mii! i thot i said we aint fwen?
blah.. nth to write.. off to study geog. zz =D
6:16 PM
im alone; out of your mind;
Friday, April 06, 2007
lol. sy wan help me blog sia... so lame. yay yay~ went out with pau, jj, kit, sy, n of course mavis =) nt of course la.. is jus coincidence? since she nth to do. x) n of course. usual me. look at them do things while i emo. wk n jj keep bullying pau.. then mavis..hm. roam arnd herself. went to book shop..go sonyericson shop. forgot still got whr le. i jus kept watching. every single moves. wad was i doin? oh ya.. the sweet machine in the arcade.. lol. one couple so crazy until duno spent how much money..won how many times. n one full bag of sweet...(red color de big bag).
then slack arnd . watch beany guy fooling arnd on the screen. go home. well.. at least one whole day ended. n i feel that its good theres this outing. i feel very different. presence of swt angel.. its really very very different.
how i hope that it could
last forever at that instance
the very moment
whr i can feel it
the pressure on myself
the hesitation i made
the courage i brought out
the shyness i hid
or maybe the other way arnd
when i jus couldnt speak
continuous forces of whether to
open or close my mouth
hidden courage
led to no result
a disappointment to myself
i'll keep it to myself.
the archangel will look over me
thats all.. no quote le. run out liao .xD haha. anw as 'u' told me to.. i shall put this only pic i took..
i really enjoyed today. thx ppl.
10:58 PM
im alone; out of your mind;
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
a relax day~ a not relax day though..
got amaths test that made me exploded.
chemistry test that made me
burn violently after exploding.
then, no homework. yay ^^
no test in the following day.
relax abit.
take in a deep breath
exhale..
imagine that that is
the last breath u will have
appreciate it.
feel your body absorbing the air
give yourself a rest.
a rest is good enough
stay calm. and think of the most important
personS/thingS/events?
it seems as though the world is getting destroyed
recall all the past memories
esp. the very important moments of your life.
fwens?
(i tink this is wad i always do..when i alone or
dun feel like talking, i'll keep silence n be deep in thots...)
Let it go
things will work out somehow
tried your best.
its alrite already.
i've tried to make myself audible.
brought out my courage.
give in my best
even if i've failed.
opportunities still lie ahead
i'll grab them
make myself satisfied
before there is no more chances.
which is about.a few months time...
A man must not deny his manifest abilities, for that is to evade his obligations.
William Feather
9:06 PM
im alone; out of your mind;
Sunday, April 01, 2007
happy april fool day!!!!!
hm.. right on 12am sharp.
i sent duno how many sms.
n talked on msn.
cos msn works at a faster rate...
the first one to expose it is...Teri!
ahHA! can go visit her blog.
then tried on yongquan n songyang.
yq's one is perfect.
sy one is jus..rubbish..go random with me..
then for sms. linda is the first to reply me
got TRICKED, but then she was laughing..
then weiting..well.. sooo deeply tricked
then of course..the very good at exposing ppl one..
syjia.. said the same thing to me..
i thot wad...
so.. she exposed me too.
then baoxian. obviously wun get tricked..cos she noes..
back to msn!
wx got tricked by my little story..HAHA
then back to sms, josephine got tricked TOO!
then michelle sms-ed me abt 3am...lols.
of course she's nt fooled.
then jingyi..hm..she nv reply me last sms..
paulina..exposed it..
mendy lerh..very the GOOD one ar..
a good reply frm her..x)
then of cos..sara. tricked. quite badly.
jevonne. er.. each other trying on each other...
mavis.. hm.
sophia..sort of tricked at first..then later found out.
she said tt she's smart.
fiona.. Xposed..
tina Xposed
hm. mayb still waiting for a few more reply.
lala~
:) ;) :D ;D =) =D ^^
and of course..
i'll love everyone of u as a
fwen/good fwen/great fwen/wads greater than great? fwen of minE!
erm. pls dun feel offended.
i may be too much
so forgive me. xp
The greatest lesson in life is to know that even fools are right sometimes
Winston Churchill
here some pictures. tt i edited when i bored n lonely.
a cat posing infront of camera. n jus right,took it in the mid
then the emo guy frm previous post
added with some effects
xD probably really bored
Cya PPL! happy april fool once again!
take care.~
1:09 AM
im alone; out of your mind;
this picture is nt nicely taken. but it's a photo of the magnificient JJ turtle. It's a special species which has been endangered. 'He' is probably the last one alive. wooo..long legs.! for more info, pls visit songyang's blog.ty =) ^^
